i-churba mo na lang!
"...kapag dead end na, i churba(chorva) mo na lang!"
-Manny Villar, senate president at balikbayan(qtv11)
Last night I watched balikbayan hosted by Drew Arellano at Qtv. At ang episode nila ay sa Bataan with Sen. Manny Villar. Nakakatuwa kasi andami niyang great thoughts (naalala ko sinabi rin niya na kapag wala ka ng pangarap wala ka ng dahilan para mabuhay..pareho ng sinabi saken ng nanay ko nung nag-aaral ako) haha pero nagulat at natawa lang ako nung sinabi niya yung salitang chorva. haha. Pero may point pa rin siya. Pag nga naman wala ka ng mapuntahan at di mo na alam gagawin mo... i-chorva mo na lang! haha. Go ka lang. Meron at merong paraan yan at malulusutan din.
anyways natutuwa ako na naasar kasi ang gulo ko. haha. kanina nasa isawan ako bumibili ng bituka at barbeque ng may cute na babae tumabi saken. hehe ang cute. wala lang bumili rin kasi siya ng isaw. hehe. kaso madilim na kaya hindi masiyado malinaw yung hitsura. wahaha. kinilig.
hmmm. iba naman to. tama pala yung mga napapanuod ko sa pelikula at nababasa sa libro. masakit kapag ka nawawala sa iyo o pilit mong inaalis sa isip mo yung taong naging parte ng buhay mo. kahit na minsan gusto mo lang naman malaman nila yung nararamdaman mo.yung totoong nasa damdamin mo. malabo pero ganun talaga siguro. mahirap mag let go. lalo na kung ikaw lang naman yung pumipilit na may panghawakan kahit wala naman sa simula pa lang. ikaw lang yung dapat humarap sa sarili mong katangahan. kasi siya ayos na ayos kahit wala ka. ang mahirap pa after mo mag let go eh mag move on. hmm letting go and moving on parang pareho lang? ewan ko pero sa tingin ko once na kapaglet go ka na mas madali na mag move on. pwede ka kasing mag move on ng hindi bumibitaw. tama ba? o ako lang. haha. yung parang, o sige umiikot ulit mundo mo pero yung laman pa rin ng puso mo eh nag-iisa. haha. ewan ang gulo. basta ang isa pang nakakaasar eh yung binabalewala yung sinabi mo. feeling masiyado... yung naaasar. haha. bahala na si batman. ang mahalaga chinorva mo. haha. ang nakakatakot ngayon kapag naka let go may bagong dadating hindi mo alam kung mauulit yung katangahan mo noon. kung ganun din ba siya na babalewalain ka lang din. ang sigurado lang. alam mong kakayanin mo na. alam mong kaya mong chorvahin. haha.
one more chance
i had watched the movie "one more chance" which stars bea and jl. hehe. jologs na kung jologs pero maganda siya. haha. aside sa architect si bea sa story eh taga-UST pa siya.may nakaraan siguro yung writer nun sa UST arki. haha. namiss ko tuloy bigla yung campus. aww. san kayang firm kinuhanan yung office dun? hehe. anyways it's a drama love story movie. i kinda liked the lines. parang text messages lang. haha. naeexcite tuloy ako sa maging sino ka man book2. haha. kaso mukang imposibleng maabutan ko dahil late na kami nakakauwi. aww.
ayun ansama pa rin ng pakiramdam ko. parang gusto ko lang mag stay sa bahay. kaso it's monday tomorrow so back to normal. kakonsensya pa dahil di ako nakapag church kanina. haii badboii.
sa mga interior designers jan alam niyo ba yung reality show na "top design"? hehe. i've watch a couple of episodes and its cool! hehe. nakita ko lang siya sa quiapo tas bumili ako ng dvd copy. if you love designing you'll surely learn bits from the series.
ayun lang onting updates.
songs
these are the lyrics of the songs i heard lately and kinda liked. nakakarelate kasi ako sa ibang lines haha. *.*
Title: Kaibigan
Artist: Up Dharma Down
Album: Kami Napo Muna Ulit
Kaibigan, tila yata matamlay
Ang iyong pakiramdam,
At ang ulo mo sa kaiisip
Ay tila naguguluhan,
Kung ang problema o suliranin
Ay lagi mong didibdibin
Ay tatanda kang bigla
Pag tumulo ang luha
Hahaba ang iyong mukha
At ikaw ang siyang kawawa
Iniwanan ka ng minahal mo sa buhay
At nabigla, sinamba mo siya
Binigyan mo ng lahat at
Biglang nawala,
Ang buhay mong alalahanin
At wag naman maging maramdamin
At tatanda kang bigla
Pag tumulo ang luha
Hahaba ang iyong mukha
At ikaw ang siyang kawawa
[refrain]
Kasama mo ako
At kasama rin kita
Sa hirap at ginhawa
Ako’y kagabay mo
At may dalang pagasa
Limutin siya, limutin siya
Marami, marami pang iba
Kaibigan
Kalimutan mo nalanag ang nakalipas
Kung nasilaw siya
Napasama sa lahat at biglang nawala
Marami pang malalapitan
Mababait at di naman pihikan
At tatanda kang bigla
Pag tumulo ang ‘yong luha
Hahaba ang iyong mukha
At ikaw ang siyang kawawa
[repeat refrain]
Kaibigan
Kalimutan mo nalanag ang nakalipas
Kung nasilaw siya
Napasama sa lahat at biglang nawala
Marami pang malalapitan
Mababait at di naman pihikan
At tatanda kang bigla
Pag tumulo ang ‘yong luha
Hahaba ang iyong mukha
At ikaw ang siyang kawawa
"Try"
Nelly Furtado
All I know
Is everything is not as it's sold
but the more I grow the less I know
And I have lived so many lives
Though I'm not old
And the more I see, the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all
The more I learn, the more I learn
The more I cry, the more I cry
As I say goodbye to the way of life
I thought I had designed for me
Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try
Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be
But all I can do is try
Try
All of the moments that already passed
We'll try to go back and make them last
All of the things we want each other to be
We never will be
And that's wonderful, and that's life
And that's you, baby
This is me, baby
And we are, we are, we are, we are
Free
In our love
We are free in our love
"In God's Hands"
Nelly Furtado
I looked at your face I saw that all the love had died
I saw that we had forgotten to take the time
I, I saw that you couldn't care less about what you do
Couldn't care less about the lies
You couldn't find the time to cry
We forgot about love
We forgot about faith
We forgot about trust
We forgot about us
Now our love's floating out the window
Our love's floating out the back door
Our love's floating up in the sky in heaven
Where it began back in God's hands
You said that you had said all that you had to say
You said baby it's the end of the day
And we gave a lot but it wasn't enough
We got so tired that we just gave up
We didn't respect it
We went and neglected it
We didn't deserve it
But I never expected this
Our love floated out the window
Our love floated out the back door
Our love floated up in the sky to heaven
It's part of a plan
It's back in God's hands
Back in God's hands
It didn't last
It's a thing of the past
Oh we didn't understand
Just what we had
Oh I want it back
Just what we had
Oh I want it back
Oh just what we had
dark alley
and why do i feel so emo. haha. nice chat with friends give me reason for a smile today. *.* i had a fever today but these people make me feel comfortably lighter. the poem above is written 5 minutes ago and i don't know but that's how i feel today thanks to my serene surrounding for giving an inspiration or say likely "a nice setting for a suicide".. nah.. i'm smarter.
vandal
breaking out
i felt him crying out loud that night. he didn't know what else to do but to burst it out. i can see his pain and how he tries to pull it all out. he prays as much as he wants and let his heart spoke to Him. he breaks down. and a day after he goes outside. and face the world as if nothing bothered him. he was so confused but he don't want the world to know how he really feels. for he loved the people around him and don't want them to feel bad about him. the only thing that kept him strong was the love he has around him. and eventhough that love hasn't been returned back to him, it is just as all right for him as it seems but then deep inside it leaves him bleeding. but he always thinks he's giving. and so he understood. he has been alone for so many years in his life. he wanted to show the people how much he cared. i pity him because he felt so lonely despite the fact that there are so many people valuing him. i hope that he'll get better sooner. and hopefully he'll choose to be happy in spite of all the trials he had gone through. I knew he would make it. he may not hae everything in this world but i hope he'll how much faith can save him. just trust in Him. and hold on.
