driven

breaking out

i felt him crying out loud that night. he didn't know what else to do but to burst it out. i can see his pain and how he tries to pull it all out. he prays as much as he wants and let his heart spoke to Him. he breaks down. and a day after he goes outside. and face the world as if nothing bothered him. he was so confused but he don't want the world to know how he really feels. for he loved the people around him and don't want them to feel bad about him. the only thing that kept him strong was the love he has around him. and eventhough that love hasn't been returned back to him, it is just as all right for him as it seems but then deep inside it leaves him bleeding. but he always thinks he's giving. and so he understood. he has been alone for so many years in his life. he wanted to show the people how much he cared. i pity him because he felt so lonely despite the fact that there are so many people valuing him. i hope that he'll get better sooner. and hopefully he'll choose to be happy in spite of all the trials he had gone through. I knew he would make it. he may not hae everything in this world but i hope he'll how much faith can save him. just trust in Him. and hold on.

posted by juliusmarzan @ 9:08 PM