Tuesday, February 17, 2009

why to date an architect

*REPOST*

top 10 reasons why to date an architect

1. all night long, all night strong.
2. we are damn good with our hands.
3. if we can commit to chipboard, relationships should be easy.
4. you should see the things we erect.
5. use to doing things over and over again.
6. finishing early never happens.
7. we know the true meaning of interpretation
8. creative positioning.
9. work well in groups
10. entry and passage are always exciting.

Thursday, February 05, 2009

Provider

Gusto ko ng umiyak kanina, pero tawa pa rin ako ng tawa kasi kasama ko pinsan ko. Alam kong pinapasaya lang namin ang isa't isa.

Bakit? Reality check. Ang hirap maging mahirap. Totoo. Seryoso. Try mo. Haha. :p

I don't know why but I feel like I need to shout this out. Kung hindi mababaliw ako. All through out my highschool and college life I feel like I'm living independent, but in reality I'm not. Ang daming do it your own. Haha. Pero I didn't regret a moment nor felt ashamed living my life that way. Because that's when I learned a lot. From going here and there to apply scholarships. Learning to commute to different concrete jungles and talk to people just to get my allowance for schooling. Asking teachers for promisory notes cause checks got delayed. Lahat yun marami akong natutunan. And those chances are the things na ibabaon mo lang and iisipin mo na lalong magpursigi and magsipag. Kasi walang mangyayari sa'yo kung mahirap ka na tapos wala ka pang ginagawa.

Hindi ako matalino o magaling. Sa katunayan late ako sa call time nung defense ng thesis ko nung college. At may tres ako sa grade ko. Wala akong awards or recognition simula nursery. Ang alam ko lang advance ako ng one year sa school level sa mga ka-age ko dahil excited ako mag grade one. Haha. Still I tried hard to graduate and not fail a subject kasi alam ko pinaghirapan ng magulang ko lahat ng pinambayad sa eskwela. At alam ko rin na may pangarap ako at sila para sa'kin. And now that I am working, I thought all will be good. Pero hindi, mas tumatanda ka mas maraming responsibilities, gastusin, demands at kung anu ano pa. And it all gets deep in my skin now. Ang hirap.

Honestly I didn't know how will I rise up from this shit. What I'm sure is He has plans for me. At sabi nga Nanay ko "God will provide". Sabi ko kasi sa kaniya, hindi ako makakapagconcentrate sa review at trabaho kung araw araw kelangan kong isipin yung pamasahe at pang enroll ko. Pero hindi, talagang positive siya. At nahawaan niya ako. Because many times, I put my worries in my hand, not His. Eh ilang beses na rin Niyang pinatunayan sa akin na He's greater than anything or anyone else. katumabas yan ng ilang beses ba niya kong pinagraduate? o ilan na ab ang binigay niya kaibigang pinapasaya lang ako? o gaanong kalaking espasiyo ba ang binagay niya sa'kin para huminga at mabuhay? Di ba kahit mahirap mabuhay sa mundo ang sarap pa rin isipin na may Diyos.

All I have to do is ask and have faith. This will be over I believe. In His perfect time.