2009: A Year of Change
Happy New Year Everyone!
So I guess I’m going to start with asking myself what’s up with 2008. Definitely a blast of living high and low, more on the career/educational and social life but less of the love life, as usual. I started the year having a new office with all new officemates, met lot of good people, experienced bunch of exciting things. Like my trip to Baguio, Subic, Hong Kong and Macau. Meet relatives there and yeah looked around for some design inspiration (architectural and fashion sense?!). Definitely a year full of blessings.
There are people who got back, my brother from middle east, our friend Pau from up there west. There are people from my past (yeah they’re my so-called history) hahaha, who just dropped hello this 2008 and gone again. And some went outside the country while some up there in heaven but definitely the memories will stay in here forever.
The gimiks never run out of the monthly calendar event as birthdays and parties come pouring from the early months of the year down to the last days of December. I have met a lot of new people, from church group mates and leaders to acquaintances introduced by friends. Thank God my family and friends were there during my own birthday, proving all of them are worth keeping for. I love them all. These are the people who accept me for just being me, who knows when I’m down and when I am bursting into a loud laugh. I am grateful that they become a part of my life. Plus, the get together (high school Matthean Pasteur of 2002 on Mid Year and college Thomasian arki dabarkads of class 2007 on Christmas) were really fun and great!
I should not forget the things that add color on my weekends. TV shows books and entertainment stuff that makes me all hooked up and makes my couch potato mood really enjoyable. Let’s start the list with Gossip Girl. All bringing the second season more drama, sexiness and hotness. Followed by Twilight, the book that reminds me of the thing called love, and its movie that says “yeah-I-sucked-and-your-day’s-busted”. But any who, fashion hits Philippine TV come Project Runway Philippines. My bet Mara didn’t get the final three spot but they all deserve it anyway. The three of them rock the runway. This multiply and website thingies, where I get the latest of whatever, from chismis to facts, music and events, politics to entertainment juices, and I am so addicted. Thanks also to my contacts here, from friends down to my online buddies, who never run out of hot issues and style on their blogs.
I like to add this up. I would like to say sorry to people that I hurt, meron ba? hahaha, sana wala. Pero if ever meron, di ko alam kung bakit, sabihin niyo lang sa ‘kin. I don’t mean hurting anyone, kasi hindi ako ganung tao, haha. Pero if I had said something that’s really off, just tell me, and I am willing to apologize, if it’s really my bad. So there, peace tayo lahat! ^^
2009, year for me, and I guess for everyone, to change. We all know that amidst the good things that we all experience we have our own stories of darkness and low point. Our fears and past that still get us and tell us “hey stop there you effin idiot, you can’t do it, cause I’m sucking your brain and pulling your whole system off!!!” Right eh?! So now that it’s new year, and everyone’s being new, let’s all stand up and feel the change. Feel the change. Yeah you got it?! Awright and let’s keep it flowing into us and claiming it. Let me change for the better, let yourself be a better person. And what is better for me? Hmmm. I think a little more faith helps, definitely. An act of kindness everyday should be implied. I should be more focused on my future now, which means, less alcohol and gimiks. And since I will take up my board exam this year, I will be focusing on my review and study sessions. Hopefully I would pass the board exam. And guys please do pray for me on that part. I am really nervous and excited at the same time. There still a lot of working to do and a lot of things, personal specifically, to change, for me to become a better man not only to my fellows but also for Him up there.
Happy New Year again everyone! May God bless us all! Cheers to a prosperous and purposeful 2009!!!
breathe
It's the holiday season and so I try to be happy and absorb every bit of positivity around me. but it's kind of difficult when you know there's a lot of responsibilities and personal stuffs that's draining my brain and pulling off my nerves. and it's different from last year where i have to work my ass off from morning til midnight. this is just too big. it's stressing. haha. and making me crazy. the one thing that's keeping me sane and smile is when I just quiet down and thank God that I still breathe. This one thing that is the reason for my everything. That I still can see the faces of the people I love. That even if I envy those who have their christmas tree full of gifts under it, I still have my whole family healthy and happy and feel their love. That even if I had my mind blown from work, I know that at the end of the day, I have a home to rest and to eat a bunch of meal prepared by nanay. That even though it's cold and lovers are everywhere, I'm not going to think of it as a lonely christmas because I'm enjoying bear hugs with my pamangkins while watching sharkboy and lavagirl or spongebob square pants over and over again. That even if people are excited on buying themselves a gift I'm still more excited on the book that one of my bestfriends will be lending me.
These simple things and the people that matter is enough reason for me to breathe and praise God. After all it's the season of love. ^^ Ops, and tell you, I'm excited for next year. there's a lot to happen, i just hope makaya ko. hehe.
just breathe - telepopmusik
Pacman Victory
Go Philippines. Congrats Manny Pacquiao. haha, close?! No but seriously, I think he deserves it. I'm not a sport fan but I enjoyed watching it. It's really a good fight not til De la hoya seems to become a swaying stick. nyaha. Hindi na siya sumusuntok lalo sa last few rounds. or kahit ata sa round 1 parang anlakas at mas bibo na si Pacman. After De la hoya quit, pinakita si Pacquiao parang nag jogging lang samantalang yung kalaban black eye galore. awts. hehe.
I really felt proud as a Filipino. Yeah seriously. I mean look who his fighting at, just the title speaks for itself. I mean what's up with the government - I feel like sports and the arts should get it's fair share of support. Kasi di ba we have Philippine All Stars conquering the world through hip hop break dancing, then we have a lot of great filipino singers in and out of the country that's also winning contests here and there, our athletes that has it but the support from the government, ayun wala lang i just feel for them. hehe. So people, get it? we excel in sports and arts, we just lack something that other countries has. nationalism? effin politicians and leaders of what the hecks? hehe. ewan. haha. basta galing ni Pacman wag lang siyang magpo politika, ina knock out ko siya. haha. as if. pero ayun I hope he stays where he's good at. haha.^^
pressure
it's 12:08 in my clock. i'm feelin' it.
pressure.
ergh. shout. cry
damn.
need help. (sinong marunong sumayaw?)
nyaha. so desperado na talaga kami. ergh. who knows someone who can teach us for our presentation sa christmas party namin? haha. uhmm yung inspiration eto
follow the link - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f86qKQJg3Z8&feature=related
- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GjzAJgmJeS0
help!!! kahiya no? haha. everyday 6pm onwards practice dito lang sa Q.C.. tara dali choreograph. wala samin marunong. ergh. replies are deeply appreciated. haha. thanks. ^^
or any tips? pukanamanosh. grrr. haha. anjologs. help help. 0_o
pinost ko rin sa videos section ng multiply. thanks.
