driven

more to go

it was one of the toughest week i had. i don't know why our college ( UST Architecture) had invented making a thesis on an individual work... why not make it in group or even partners.... anyway maybe that's how they train future real architects... doin the task on his own... well yeah with the help of all the resources he could get... but still the effort is indescribable

so i'm not even halfway of my thesis... still had to do two or three more volumes ( which makes it even harder and complicated... chapters do sound better) of the book. then schemes and drawings follow... eto na ang patayan... the book being the basis of our drawings.... the researches, standards and all the needs for our drawings are there... dito na rin papasok ang pinaka magagastos na araw... from plotting, to rendering then printing... ( imagine a single sheet cost 700 ba? just for a print and you'll have about 10-20 boards... excluding model pa yun...which i heard could go about 40 thousand... ah and all the necessary presentation materials.. haha) so di kalang papatayin... pahihirapin ka pa... all this in an academic year... ilalabas mo talaga ang lahat lahat from what you've learned on your first to fifth year... ergh... so why did i choose architecture in the first place?!haha i dunno... yun yung pinaka una sa listahan ng mga courses sa uste... hihihi

anyway after all this.. i dunno... if i pass i'd be more than happy lalo na if i graduate...hooh imagine from almost cutting my finger during the first two weeks of our first years to a blood sweating thesis on our fifth year...that's an achievement man...that's something more than being on top of mount everest...hehe... but still not the end of it all... we still have to apprentice for two years to experience our world, dealing with real matters and stuff... then review for a board exam then hopefully pass... then still have to practice for years until you get the necessary experience...which is impossible because architecture is forever changing...evolving and innovating..haha... so by the time you'll get to the top of the ladder...you'll be about to have your grandson/grand daughter...hehehe pero i know a few architects na at a young age made it there ah...hmmm...

anyway masiyado pang malayo ang aking lalakbayain sa pagiging arkitekto...ayt?! have to focus on my studies and my thesis for now..... and of course serve God and his people to have that strength overflowing...yeah... have to have that inner power...that driving force... kaya nga driven di ba?!

posted by juliusmarzan @ 1:03 AM