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chances and changes

just when i thought everything's gonna break into pieces well not with Him. God has showered me again with His rays of hope. when i felt so broke and just can't seem to move on He gives me something that made me think a dozen times or more perhaps of how blessed I am if I just talk to Him -- again, intimately and sincerely. he doesn't count your worthiness because He only loves unconditionally. i don't know, but he sends us something just the right time when we need it the most. maybe the saying is right, when it's going to happen, it's going to happen in its right time, and if it does not happen it is not yet the right time. sometimes it really helps when you wait -- patiently. and if you cannot and might seem to give up -- just pray. and when you can't hold on just let go. maybe another thing will happen -- it may not be the one you expect but it can be the best God has ever wanted for you to have. remember He has the plans. and on whatever chance you get just grab. life goes on and God is with us. hmm parang hindi ako to ah. hehe.

the other thing i have realized this past few weeks are the constant changes. i am the adventurous type that goes with whatever i want to do, i want to wear or want to *^%..... and whatever the effects are then let it be. and maybe this what makes the constant change. everytime i do something new it'll be scary at first but believe me it's getting exciting the second time around. but nonetheless boring the nth time. hehe. adik. i'm always afraid of the end result but at least i've tried. if it fails then it fails bottomline you've tried and the best thing is you've learned. and that what makes the change - a better you -- hopefully. haha. i also realized that i am not the only one who's changing. everyone does. everyone who believes this world is worth living and the one who appreciates beauty and purpose in life.

posted by juliusmarzan @ 4:42 PM